11th Hour

never was much of a romantic, I could never take the intimacy. But I know it did damage cuz the look in your eyes it's killing me. I guess that gives you an advantage, because you can blame me on everything. - Kanye West .

so I had a very productive day! I sold
my car and was able to pay down some of my debt. It felt really good, like a huge weight being lifted off of my shoulders. I was stressing out so bad and it was showing on my face. My dad was really proud that I was able to unload the car. I was pretty emotional though, she was my first car! I'm welling as I write this! I had such amazing times inthat car! I realize that the front passenger window was broken and the heater stopped working just as the cold snap hit... But still *sniff*. She wad a good car.

Apart from the car drama I also ended up buying a new camera for my trip! It's amazing! Cannon S95... I think. Alls I know it that it takes amazing photos and I can't wait to try it out! There is an underwater case available so I would really like to find one in Thailand for a decent price.

Anyways, I don't know if anyone read my last post... I mentioned the fact that I was selected as an American Express Potentialist on Lainey Gossip and unfortunately, a person I mentioned in the article took offence to my words. I guess that's the problem with unfiltered publishing. I am free to write whatever I want about the experience and he had no say. I am also feeling a bit sensitive about the whole thing because today is the anniversary of our very messy break up. Now let me take the time to clarify, this person I may have mentioned is not a bad perosn or a bad guy. He's a really great guy but, to be truthful, there were some rough times during our relationship. Now I realize that there are 3 sides to every story,youses, mine and the facts. The article I wrote on Lainey Gossip was MY side of the story, and it was just that. A story, I feel a little miffed thy at the 11th hour I am still thinking about my ex... From a year ago (exactly!) co
e on Serena!!! There are better things to think about than skeletons in the closet. I guess that's the curse of being sensitive. I remember everything and attach meaning to the tiniest detail.

God this is the last thing I want to be thinking about 11 hours before my flight! Just get me
on the plane so I can get some geographical distance
between me and this person.

If you have ever loved somebody, put your hands up.

In the end I am still really excited to go off
and see what I can make of myself in Thailand. I've been planning this trip since March and the hard work is coming to fruition. I can't wait for my first warn water dive! I can't wait to teach my first warm
water dive!

I have to end this post now. I'm just so hopping mad that on this amazing day of new beginings and the closing of chapters, a character from the past decides to stand up and share his opinions.

Sit Down! It is my turn to speak, thank you for your input but you are going to have to leave now. There's the door. Namaste.